walkie-talkie

Learned a little bit about two ways radio lately. I visits some forums, websites and ask dad about communication since he is working in that particular field.

Using walkie talkies normally need license because we are using the frequency to transmit wave except Personnel Radio Service at 477 Mhz in Malaysia. Every country had their own frequency for public usage. In US, this is called GMRS, FRS in Singapore and PRS in Malaysia.

Distance of transmitting is affected by a few factors: power output, antenna quality and frequency. Higher the frequency, shorter the distance and vice versa. "Repeater" is used to further up the distance of frequency transmission.

Cheap walkie talkie sold in town is majority illegal because they are not using 477 Mhz and some are more than 4Watts power. Walkie talkie offered by Aztech with SIRIM sticker is legal because it is programmed at 477Mhz and using 0.5W output. But pity it can't transmit very far, plus the effects of buildings and trees. "Spectrum Analyzer" is used to analyse the frequency used by certain radio.

For public to use walkie talkies, we should go to Communication and Multimedia Commission of Malaysia to take examination and obtain licences for Class A and B in order to communicate. We must also need Apparatus Assignment to use the radio equipments. These people obtained licences usually join Amateur Radio Club and participate in their activities.

This is all i can share with you guys. I can't guarantee everything i shared is true because I'm not an amateur radio user either... Hehe...

snails

well.. well..
Life is interesting back here. Today went into the flooding bushes picking up snails again. Had better luck today. I'm getting some "slightly bigger" snails. I try to give the snails a match with google and got the name "Apple Snail". I wonder how accurate it is. On the way back, my leg were bitten by some fire ants. It's painful but still, bringing home the snails had my attention more than the bites.

蜗牛蛋

过了一个晚上，我再拍几张蜗牛蛋的照片。这些粉红色的物体就是蜗牛蛋了！

圣诞节蜗牛生蛋

今天是圣诞节，也是蜗牛生蛋节。

年尾很常下雨，是蜗牛繁殖的季节。在水沟里捞了一些蜗牛放在水桶里。这些蜗牛很快就会成为我的佳肴了。在吃了他们之前，我拍下他们生蛋的过程让你们看看。慢慢观察吧！

生蛋节快乐！



p/s 这些蜗牛和你们吃的螺没什么分别啦，别认为我什么蜗牛都拿来吃。Hehe...

Home...

This is where i stay. I call it "home".

This is the car porch. Can't snap the front door because it is raining.

Kitchen.

Previously we call this one a study room, but now it is my "gaming centre".

The "antique" in my house, seldom been used.

Dining table. Only my parents at home that's why only two chairs are needed.

This is the living room. I always spend my night on the sofa after late midnight movies. I love to sleep on the sofa more than the bed upstairs.

Big Prawn Meal!

These big prawns are going into my stomach very soon... hehe...

Fresh and still moving... Adios, big prawn!

New headbadge

Hand-made with gold line. Pretty cool...

Hilarious (From MT)

In one election, the imam of our local mosque, Pak Abas, came hurriedly looking for me to report a fight about to break out between a group of voters and a policeman guarding the polling station. We rushed over there and saw a group of angry villagers surrounding the pale and terrified policeman.

“Sabor, sabor (patience),” I told the villagers. “Gapo ni (what’s the problem)?”

The villagers explained that the policeman told them they must first become members of Barisan Nasional if they wanted to vote and this angered the villagers who wanted to ‘teach the policeman a lesson’ (nak ajor dia ni).

I asked the policeman why he did that but he denied doing so. He explained that all he did was ask them to queue up and stop shoving if they wanted to vote.

“Saya suruh dia orang masuk barisan kalau nak undi,” he explained in Bahasa Malaysia.

“No wonder,” I told him. “Next time, don’t say ‘masuk barisan’. They thought you meant join Barisan (Nasional). Instead, say ‘beratur’ (line up or queue up).”

I suppose the correct language for the military and police when they ask you to ‘fall in’ is ‘masuk barisan’ and when they want you to straighten the line it is ‘luruskan barisan’. But ‘masuk barisan’ can also mean ‘join Barisan Nasional’, as the very terrified policeman who was not local enough to understand Terengganu lingo discovered.

长发

坐在古板的椅子上，面对着一大叠的白纸黑字，常常让我烦躁；毕竟我不是一个能乖乖坐在椅子上工作的人。每次开始烦躁的时候我会开始张望，至少让我的思想短暂的离开，飘到一个梦幻的度假村。

每次进入度假村就会看到一个女孩背向着我。她长长的头发，乌黑，发亮让度假村多了一份色彩，多一份美妙。每次她转个头来就有一副和蔼的笑容，把灰暗的心情悄悄的抹走了。有时，我也听到她悄悄地问好，很小声，很简单，但却很深刻。

可惜...
美好的事不是永久的。一瞬间我又回到座位，坐在古板的椅子上，面对着一大叠的白纸黑字。我很肯定往后的度假村里这个长发女生不会再出现因为天下没不散的宴席。

我担心往后飘到梦幻的度假村，见到另一个人银色卷发，额头上有几条皱纹，大声的问候我：“哎呀，年轻人！不要做出这样的表情，来嘛，笑一下给我看！”。现在想到都觉得有点恶心...

Lagenda Puteri Santubong

Mengikut lagenda, Puteri Santubong & Puteri Sejenjang sebenarnya adalah 2 orang puteri Sultan Brunei yang telah melarikan diri bersama 7 orang putera mereka, selepas ayahanda mereka (Sultan Brunei) telah dibunuh dalam satu komplot sekitar abad ke-18.

Memandangkan dalam pelarian 9 orang “Putera & Puteri” ini ingin menuju ke Tanah Melayu yang terpaksa menyeberangi Laut China Selatan, maka saudara-saudara lelaki mereka telah sepakat meninggalkan 2 orang saudara perempuan mereka di satu kawasan dekat dengan Kuching kini, iaitu di Bukit Santubong.

Orang Sarawak (Dayak) yang selalu ke kawasan bukit tersebut berasa hairan dengan kehadiran 2 puteri cantik yang belum pernah ditemui mereka, dan menganggap kedua-dua puteri itu “Turun Dari Kayangan” dan merupakan “Penjaga Gunung Sarawak” (yang muncul dalam lirik lagu Puteri Santubong).

Kedua dua puteri ini pada mulanya hidup aman tetapi lama kelamaan menjadi musuh kerana masing masing mempertahankan kecantikan mereka dan mengaku mereka paling cantik di dunia. Kerana bergaduh, seorang daripada mereka telah berpindah ke sebuah bukit lain diberi nama Bukit Sejenjang.

Perbalahan Puteri Santubong dan Puteri Sejenjang akhirnya membawa kepada kematian apabila kedua duanya saling berbunuhan antara satu sama lain. Maka lahirlah lagenda Puteri Santubong dan Puteri Sejenjang yang kita dengar sehingga ke hari ini.

Lirik lagu Puteri Santubong Puteri Sejenjang

Oh……
Puteri Santubong,
Sejinjang sayang,
Kisah lama, Zaman mensia maya.

Puteri Santubong, Puteri Sejinjang,
Penjaga gunung Negeri Sarawak,
Manis sik ada dapat dilawan,
Anak dak Dewa turun kayangan.

Oh……
Santubong puteri bertenun kain malam,
Oh……
Sejinjang puteri menumbuk padi siang.

Satu hari nya dua kelahi,
Beranuk anuk sik renti-renti,
Seorang madah dirik bagus agik,
Seorang sik ngalah walau sampai ke mati.

Udah lejuk nya duak kelahi,
Lalu bertukuk nya duak puteri,
Sejinjang mengayun aluk ke pipi,
Tebik Santubong sampai gituk ari.

Tapi Santubong membalas juak,
Lalu ditikam batang belidak,
Sampei terkena Sejinjang kepala,
Lalu bertabor jadi Pulo Kera.

Kisah Santubong, kisah Sejinjang,
Asal berkawan jadi musuhan,
Kinik tuk tinggal jadi kenangan,
Pakei ingatan sepanjang zaman.

Buying pig... listen, PIG not PORK

After buying coffin, I took a bath. Then dad say want to go find and buy pig. I'm saying pig not pork, alive-kicking piggie pig. I quickly had a change and hop onto the car. We drove around one hour to a small town. We sat at a coffee shop and ask around for people selling pigs. A coffee shop owner claims he had some for sale, RM10 per kilogram. Owner bring us to his shop backyard and go down a sloop towards a wooden cage. We went in and found two big black pigs and one white pig together with some kampung chicken inside. Dad choose the biggest-black pig and there it goes into the bag. Owner tied the bag and weighed the pig, 34kg. After paying the amount, we put the smelly pig into the back of Advanza. We "enjoy" the smell all the way back home. After we came back, we put the piggie into a cage. It is going to stay alive till Thursday. After Thursday, it is my tasty-delicious-pork on the table. Hehe...

爱情如搭巴士

爱情就如搭巴士

有些人等巴士，一辆接一辆都认为太旧或太拥挤；最后搭不到巴士，走路回家。
有些人见到巴士不管三七二十一就上；弄到自己不自在，痛苦的挤到家。
有些人选了一架巴士，不新不旧，不空不挤；最后舒适安全到家。
有些人上了巴士又下，换了又换；最后安全到家，但是花的时间比别人长。
有些人上了巴士很久，突然要下车，下了车才发现那是最后一班车；最后自己走路回家。
有些人嫌三嫌四，等到最后一班巴士，没办法了就只好乖乖上车回家。
有些人一边脚在一辆车上，另一边脚在另外一辆车上；最后两辆巴士开了，他就入了院。

搭巴士很难吗？爱情更难...

Buying coffin

Today I follow my dad to a casket shop. It was my first time at a coffin shop. We bought a coffin for RM1k+. Special reminder, the coffin is not for me. The coffin handle which looks like metal is actually plastic made and the inside of the casket is placed with satin cloth. The shop owner also tell us that six sided coffin is outdated and they now selling rectangular coffin. We paid the amount, had a cup of tea with the shop owner and leave.

I guess for every RM1k he sold, he earn 50% of the price. So selling coffin might be a profiting profession which can be considered. Somehow everyone of us need a coffin someday. Hehe...

Good deed

During the World AIDS Day exhibition in Bintangor, me and my friend sat at a coffee shop having some tea while watching over our guys working. An Iban old lady walk forward to us and asked if we could buy her a cup of ice tea. She talk in Iban together with some sign language to make us underrstand. I asked her to sit down and order the drink. She drank in a gulp and leave with a thank you.

I don't know whether she is always asking for drinks in town but at least RM1.20 can quench her thirst. Our white uniform taught us well indeed and we're proud of it. A simple act of kindness brings lights and hopes to our community.

致：我最关心的一个朋友

生命里我们有很多的理想，梦想，幻想，希望，渴望，愿望，都是我我们想要的。

理想，梦想，幻想，希望，渴望，愿望，是可以努力去追求。当然，每个人都希望会达到自己所愿，但是世界是现实的。不是每一个人都能达到自己所愿。如果每个中五学生毕业后都要做医生，那以后谁来教育孩子？谁照顾治安？

我不是要你消极，是要你能理智。愿望和理想是可以追求的。只要你努力，尽力，得到获得不到不重要，因为你努力过。我说过不要去在意长久，只要曾经拥有。人生要这样才会有满足感，生活才会快乐。

现在在你眼前有一条幸福路，只等待你点头。点个头，你就能让忧愁变成快乐。只要你快乐，那世界就能充满欢笑...给自己快乐的机会吧！只要心里记得曾经努力，曾经拥有，足够了！

Fail

I spend two more days in Semenanjung before i came back. I suffered serious migraine and fever for few days include the two in Semenanjung. It was miserable. I can only spend time on bed and I travel back home with a weak body.

Today I find myself feeling better so i decide to go out have breakfast outside. I haven't tasted any local food since i came back and this is the opportunity i should not lose. I ordered a plate of kampua and a cup of hot milo. Kampua arrive faster than my drink.

I tasted the kampua... Uh, fail!

I tried the milo... Damn, diluted sugar!

Oh, man! When I'm back every food here taste so bad. I might be enjoying too much "good food" in west coast until these local food let me feel so bad.

I might need some time to fit in...

Guiness Book Of Records - The Most Absurd Occupation in the World

Read the news below:

Pahang hires pensioners to battle bloggers

TEMERLOH, Nov 23 (Bernama) – The Pahang government has appointed three pensioners as bloggers to thwart slanderous comments and allegations posted on the Internet.

State Information, Science, Technology and Innovation Committee chairman Datuk Mohd Sharkar Shamsudin said the bloggers, who would be paid allowances, would be provided with computers and the Internet access in their homes.

The pensioners can capitalise on their experience to explain the actual situation to the people besides providing feedbacks and opinions to the government, he told reporters after attending the Senior Citizens Day organised by the Pahang Chapter of the Malaysian Government Pensioners’ Association here today.

“More bloggers will be appointed. We value pensioners’ thoughts in our efforts to improve the state’s economy and prosperity and unity of the people,” he said.

Pahang Menteri Besar Datuk Seri Adnan Yaakob told the state legislative assembly recently that he was slandered by a blogger.

– Bernama

You see, Malaysia is becoming more and more ridiculous in politics. They even use the hard earn taxes to pay for bloggers. For bloggers around the world, there is a new job waiting in Malaysia. Work from home, RM2-4K, time is flexible, will be provided with computer and internet access.

Why the government is taking such precautions? Its funny... I'm wondering someday later we might find government hiring people going to coffee shop to thwart slanderous comments among the customers. I'm so interested with these works, subsidiary coffee, flexible hour, simple work, high pay... Most important is only can get in Malaysia!

Malaysia is Bolehland indeed!

味道

有人说：

之前他一直要走。现在他要走了，看他的表情好像有很多味道却又说不出来。什么味道都有，都不知是好是坏。如果同事都不是很好，可以拍拍屁股就走，偏偏这里的同事就是个个都很好，走都不舍。

在不对的时间遇上对的人

上天作弄人，让我在不对的时间遇上对的人。我不相信“命中注定”。我相信什么事都要争取，要努力才会得到收获，但有些事真的是在人类控制能力的范围外。我遇到你，生命多了色彩。谢谢你给我的色彩和快乐。现在唯一能做的就是希望上天能制造出奇迹，安排一段对的时间给我们。试问“何时才是对的时间？” 我也不知道，因为我在手掌心被玩弄。

希望奇迹出现吧！

*加油，努力，开心，健康...祝福你

TENG你可以不可以不要走

回答这个问题的时候，我很矛盾。我就像在十字路口徘徊，不知要怎么做选择。

可以，我不走了
这里有很多回忆。这两年里遇到很多人与事。每分每秒发生的事都还如昨天这般清晰。虽然当初来的时候有一百般不愿意，但是这两年里认识了很多人，遇见了很多事，最重要的是能找到很多知心朋友，关心我的人。我打破了对这里人的负面思想。的确，爱在人间。我有很多可以谈心的朋友，最不舍得离开的原因也是因为他们。

不行，我必须要走
这里始终不是我的地方，我始终要回到我原来的地方。现在时机来了，我如果不把握机会，那在十年后我还会有同样的机会吗？我的人生目标不在这里，所以我必须离去。让我离去是让我有一片更广阔的天空。

“TENG你可以不可以不要走”， 我只有默默不回答，因为我自己也还没找到答案...

但是我想告诉你，我不舍得走...因为你...

How do i feel?

Many asked me: Do you feel happy?

I got my transfer back to Sarawak after i met with an officer in Putrajaya. He gladly approved my application. He said I am needed back in Borneo. Yes, I'm happy. I'm happy because I'm near home, I'm at my place of birth, I'm with my family and friends. And yet, I'm not all happy. To be honest, I'm sad to leave. I face this dilemma when I started to apply for my transfer.

I'm sad to leave all the friends I got since I first came here two years ago. Two years already pass by in vain. When I sit alone at home, my mind is thinking on all the faces who helped me, smiled with me... Tears are dropping inside my heart.

I don't know how is the best way to thank all those who appeared in my life all this while. They gave me lots of courage and support. How I wish I can just bring them back to my homeland. This two years are not easy, and everyone of them helped me through.

Lim & Lee, thank you for letting me stay at your place when I first came. You two will be the person I miss most after I leave. When I'm typing this, I'm dropping my tears... Love you two and please take care. I won't forget all your help and support.

For all the other friends out there, I won't forget all the sweet and sour we had together. Best wishes for everyone of you. Pay me a visit someday when you happen to come to Sarawak.

Thank you and take care everyone...

生命的艺术

人的生命里要作出很多很多的抉择。每个选择都有得有失；有满足也有后悔；有快乐也有悲哀。相同的是在作出了选择，就会在生命画上一个新的花纹。每个不同的选择，会在生命烙上不同的花纹。每个人都在为自己的生命画出精致的花纹。生命结束的时候，发现生命所经过的一切原来是一幅画，一幅生命的艺术作品。

生命是短暂的。要让自己活得充实有意义，自然就有一幅精致的作品让自己来回忆和珍惜。

I am busted

I got an alert from my neighbor while I was at my working place this Saturday. She told me my house had been break in by some men. I decided to walk back home and take a look on what is happening. I never thought anything bad will happen so I'm all alone. I open my front gate, then went in to open the front door when a dark and tall looking man open my door from inside and had a pistol heading straight to me. Another two men "fly" over the fence and busted me. I was handcuffed. It was like those in the Cantonese drama, much real than that. You can imagine what happen if you watch lots of police movies.

They took out a card and say they are police. I didn't really have chance to see the card. They just show it like showing something they don't want me to see. It was a little hard to believe they are police until their officer, a tall Chinese man came. Okay, good news is my house is not broken in by some crooks. Absurd news is my house being broken in by bunch of polices, breaking my front door's lock and look through all my cupboards. They suspect me for producing drugs and keeping guns. Haha... what do a teacher need gun for?

Everyone is coming and everyone already know that I am "taukeh kilang syabu" and "guns collector", highest gratitude to the polices. They could not found anything, except for some cane I use for canning students. Thats the only weapon I kept.

I was questioned then brought to nearby police station for urine test amd get a negative result. Last but not least, i had some problems with the house owner because the door was broken and both parties don't want to pay for the repair. The police should pay for it because I am so innocent.

What an unlucky day... Sui!

金钱奴

我是一位金钱奴。

小时候，爸爸叫我洗车，每次洗完汽车就会得到RM2.50；妈妈要我洗碗，然后就给我RM2.00；收拾客厅RM1.50，浇花RM0.50,抹窗RM1.00。有一天妈妈生病躺在床上，她要我去厨房拿杯水给他喝，我把手伸出来说“RM2.00 谢谢！”。

考UPSR前，爸爸说每拿一个A就奖赏我RM100。我很努力读书，拿了七个A，赚了RM700。PMR考试要到了，爸爸说每拿一个A就奖赏我RM500。我很努力读书，拿了十二个A，赚了RM6000。SPM考试要到了，爸爸说没能力奖赏我了，只要求我努力读书。没钱我干脆不读，反正没钱拿，没想到还拿了十四个臭鸭蛋回家。

长大了出来工作，我很努力的赚钱。没钱赚的事我不做，为何要苦了自己却没钱拿？
但是，女友离开了我因为她说我爱钱多过她；父母赶我出家门因为他们认为我对他们不孝；老板炒我鱿鱼因为他说请不起我这个金钱国王。我有很多朋友，他们喜欢和我喝茶吃东西，但是从来不要听我说关于我的事。

有一天，我的新女友骗走了我的财产和现款。我才发现我一生努力的赚钱没有给我很好的下场。原来很多东西是钱买不到的... 后悔？我一点都不后悔，因为在我没钱的时候，父母要我回到家里，女友原谅了我，也有人准备请我工作。虽然工资不高，但是我高兴的接受了。

我曾经是一位金钱奴。

The story of a boy

This boy is marching bravely towards his destiny...

He was born a bad-tempered person. But in every bits of life, he changed it slowly. It took times to change. Some people who don't understand just take him as a time bomb. He changed so much but only the person who give birth to him knows. Others, they just don't understand at all. His temper were shaped when he was an embryo, it wasn't his choice.

But this boy is not just a bad tempered boy, he is also an independence boy. He started to talk very early. He can just sit and play with toys without disturbing other people. He started to cycle to library and read books alone since he was 10 years old. When he finish his secondary school, he seek his own destiny. He apply for a government work and get education funded by government. He did the application all by himself. Before he left for studies, his father asked "If I ask you to stay, would you stay?" He said "no".

Now the boy is a man. Responsibilities he carries are much more than before. It is never like before. Challenges are far more ahead. Obstacles by obstacles he faced, but he only kept it in himself, proving his success in life. Every marks he left in his life is a success, uncountable... no one will know his successes, but still he succeed.

Compare to the past, this boy wasn't the same boy anymore. He changed. But no matter how much this boy had changed, no one knows except the one who give birth to this boy.

The boy said to himself, success is not to be measured by the wealth and money he had in his lifetime, but total of successes he had in winning himself.

He won his own wars...

我知道了...

你的泪水，转变成了欢乐的水滴。

当你快乐的告诉我你找到了你的快乐，我的心流了泪，快乐的泪水。这种是不能用言语解释的感觉，感觉一切发生过的忧伤，滴过的眼泪都很值得。这几天的担忧在这一瞬间变成了天堂里的欢乐，真的让我流泪了。这可能就是“感动”吧...

我知道了，你快乐了。

泪水和纸巾

每一滴泪水，都含着无数的忧伤，气馁和失望。当泪水滴在腿上，朋友就为你递来一张纸巾。小小片的雪白纸巾，带着不尽的关心，呵护和疼爱。一滴泪水，一张纸巾，成了很强烈的对比。如果没有眼泪，那也没有人会递纸巾给你。没有面对忧伤，气馁和失望，你怎么会看到关心，呵护和疼爱？

生命中出现很多的“泪水”。这些泪水让我们认清“纸巾”的存在。

只要想得开，每一滴泪水都会值得，因为你发现身边原来还是这么温暖...

rumours can kill

一人传虚，百人传实。传言，绯闻的确害惨了不少人，包括明星，政治人物，无名小卒等。

听到传言的第一件事应该做什么？那还用说吗？当然是把它再传，再传！发挥“媒体”的力量！最后全世界都把受害者看成千古罪人，猪狗不如，一文不值，遗臭万年。
正所谓，无风不起浪，那就分享分享一个小故事。

老夫子和一个马小姐很要好，虽然他们很好，但在大家面前却保持距离，就是为了照顾好他这个朋友的清白。但是老夫子聪明反被聪明误。有一天，马小姐的好朋友劝告马小姐要和老夫子保持距离，毕竟男女授受不亲，而且和老夫子在一起没有好下场。老夫子很无奈，因为由始至终他和马小姐什么事都没发生，只是好朋友。虽然什么事都没发生，但是老夫子就这样被人挂了一个大牌子，成了千古罪人。

这则故事就证明了RUMOURS对人的杀伤力有多强。老夫子能怎样？他只能无奈，因为他越解释，别人就会认为他在掩饰一些事情。

生活就是这样，有时就是很无奈，但却能怎样？

Sarikei Capsule

I'm born in Sarikei, Pineapple Town. Every inch of land in Sarikei means a lot to me, especially when I'm far apart from my own town. Every now and then, I'll read through Sarikei Capsule. This blog writes all about Sarikei and the history.

http://sarikei-time-capsule.blogspot.com/

29 October 2009 - My Diary

Waking up in the morning, get prepared and go to school. Gave a pack of choc milk to a friend. Then I have breakfast in canteen- tea and tomyam noodle. I spend some time reading newspaper, then went into classes as usual. Noon time, I packed my lunch in a coffee shop, then company a friend back home.

Back home, I killed some terrorist. It's just some normal outdated games as I don't really play games like other youngster did. After getting bored, I did some chit chatting on yahoo messenger then get a nap till evening. Made some chrysanthemum tea and put into the fridge before the nap.

My friends came over to pick me up for dinner. We had some laughter during the meal. After dinner, we went to Challenger Sports Centre. My friends came to shoot basketball and I watch tv right at the same spot. After that, we went back to the same place we had our dinner. We had some drinks and start chit-chatting and backbiting. Laughs till 11 something and we went back home.

Had a cup of chilled chrysanthemum tea and write some stupid-boring-blind headed blog.

then ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.



This is the most normal day that I like because I get to do all the normal-boring things which I usually can only do during holidays.

Interesting local proverb

阿婆跑得快，一定有古怪

I am also a human

I am a human, my body is made of flesh and blood. I felt the same pain as you do, my receptor work similarly as yours. I am the same homosapien like you with feelings. Every pain your heart feels, I also suffer the same. I seems cool, I seems calm... but who can look through feelings? Even clowns who smile had his own sorrows.

Today, I'm that clown...

Today I'm moody

I'm moody today. I didn't show it on my face. I went to school in the afternoon. I know I'll smile after I watch the little kids running about in the field. Breezing wind blown on me makes me feel better. I manage it well this time, extremely well. Bet all those bad experience in the past taught me well.

I go out with some friends for dinner. I know I cannot stay at home because it'll makes me more moody. I can't share my problems, it was just too private to share with anyone else. But still, I manage myself well.

During dinner, I took a cigarette from a friend and start puffing it. I did not manage myself well this time. I don't have smoking habits. I finish the whole stick in less than 5 minutes. I feel nothing different after puffing it.

It was midnight after I came back home. I can't sleep. It's normal when I face problems. I feel sad and regret yet happy and grateful. I might be insane, but only one person understand me now. She might understand my feeling more than I understand myself.

For those who don't understand what I wrote today, never mind. I only need her to understand, then it's more than enough.

Tonight, I had all my feelings screwed up.

割爱可以是痛苦，也可以是快乐

亲爱的，

我重来都没责怪你，我的心胸也没有这样狭窄。你选择了，我也会支持你。我自己的感觉不太重要，重要的是要你能开心。我疼爱你也只是要你快乐。只要你快乐，我为你做什么都值得。这些日子我很开心，因为你带了很多的欢笑给我。以后，你需要我出现在你身边，我一定会出现；我的肩膀随时让你靠；我可以继续做你的精神支柱。

你快乐过每一天，我就快乐了。
你快乐过每一天，我就快乐了。
你快乐过每一天，我就快乐了。

因为，我完完全全只希望你能快乐。

爱你的人

GeMeiLia - SJK(C) Chung San

I came across this article when I'm in class. SJK(C) Chung San appeared in a children magazine named Ge Mei Lia. This school is the school I gone through my second practicum.

Love is Blind 爱情是盲目的

Love...

No age restriction,
No status border,
No height difference.

Love...

Can happen in first sight,
Can be nurtured,
Can start without reasons.

Love...

It happens to be a miracle.
Like what happens in my life.
When you loves people around,
loves will flow and nourish your life.

World without love is a land without water.
So, open your hands and spread loves to this world.

Satisfaction is so simple

Satisfaction is actually very easy. Just strike out "greed" and you'll get your life full of joy and satisfaction.

A mother pick up her children from my house and gave a a few pieces of kuih. I feel satisfied. It's so simple. I don't need RM25 for an hour or RM450 per month for all those extra works. Some may call me stupid but I do appreciate my "stupidity".

My "stupidity" had kept me satisfied and happy for these while. I can't bring wealth to heaven nor hell. I'm glad that I don't take bribe like some other people did; I'm happy I didn't steal or snatch other people's properties; I'm with joy when other people is happy which I normally don't show it on my facial expression.

For those who is unhappy, try to walk in a charity organisation and do something "stupid". You might find something you had been searching all these while.

I believe money is not everything and money can't buy everything.

Kekentalan Seorang Tentera

Zamri (tengah) cedera dalam perbarisan sempena Istiadat Pertukaran Panji-Panji Rejimen Batalion Keenam RAMD, di Stadium Darulaman. Lans Koperal Zamri Md Sood, 29, cedera selepas lengan kirinya tertusuk benet senjata M-16 rakannya ketika melakukan rusuk senjata. Dengan darah merah berlumuran, beliau meneruskan perbarisan sehingga istiadat itu tamat.

我的假期活动

开斋节，一个星期假期。

我的假期用四个字形容得最贴切：

吃 喝 拉 撒

Sarawak - It's more than a paradise (MV)

Bukit Tinggi

大马独立电影奖

最新大马独立电影奖：

最佳电影 ：《308之夜》

最佳导演 ：安华《916之梦》

最佳男主角：伯拉《梦中人》

最佳女主角：郭素心《监牢风云之火箭十三妹》

最佳男配角：阿莫伊士迈《寄人篱下》

最佳女配角：陈云请《洗冤录3》

最佳新人 ：赛夫《古惑仔之后庭开花》

人气演员 ：伯特拉《光头博客》

最佳编剧，最佳外国电影，最佳特效，最佳剪接：纳吉《人肉叉烧包之蒙古碎尸》

最佳本土电影：《林甘正传》

最佳成人电影：《老蔡传奇之同一个房间》

最佳恐怖片：《午夜凶铃之ISA》

最佳旅游宣传片：《远走高飞之台湾考察团》

最佳电影主题曲：行动党《改变》

终身成就奖：马哈迪《黑马王子之重出江湖》

评审团：大马人民...

Fried Eggs In Camp

Talking with a friend

Last night i felt very relax. I had a drink with a friend and chit chat for a few hours at a mamak stall. It's been a long time since I last had such enjoyable talk. It was a no-taboo and heart to heart talking. Everything is just simple but meaningful. When I came home, I had a deep and peaceful sleep.

Orang jahat

The one with red shirt and blue pants is the most evil person in camp.

爱是一种不可理喻的东西

爱是一种不可理喻的东西。

爱可以是盲目的，有时是需要理智的；有时爱一个人就要对她负责，有时就当作只要曾经拥有；有时爱要大声说出来，有时只要默默的把爱留在心里。

爱是这么的矛盾，分不出对与错。到达爱的交叉路口，没有所谓的对于错；只有为自己的选择负责任。

所以，爱是一种不可理喻的东西。

100 Chinese Love SMS to share

我想你一定很累了,早点休息吧.因为,你在我的脑海里跑了一天了.


我不爱你，是骗你的，是违心的，我真的不想说假话，但是我就是不爱你，就是要骗你，不能让你猜透我的心


你在偷偷想我吗？你真的是在偷偷想我吗？如果你真的想我就告诉我啊，我不会不让你想我的，大家讲道理嘛，我也想你啊


你在我眼中是最美，每一个微笑都让我沉醉。你的坏，你的好，你发脾气时撅起的嘴。你在我的心中是最美，只有相爱的人最能体会。


爱你一万年，夸张！爱你五千年，无望！爱你一千年，荒唐！爱你一百年，太长！接连爱你70年，只要身体健康，就是我的强项！！


想送你玫瑰，可惜价钱太贵；想给你安慰，可我还没学会；想给你下跪，可戒指还在保险柜；只能发个短信把你追，希望我们永不吹。



天下雨了，是云儿哭了
失去你了，是爱情输了
风儿累了，要去睡了
夕阳醉了，要下坠了
哼着歌的我，已经很疲惫了
看信息的你，在想我吗？


当你读这讯息，你已欠我一个拥抱，删除这条讯息，欠我一个吻，储存这条讯息，欠我一个约会：要是回复，你欠我以上全部，要是不回复，你就是我的。请选择。

再来个极有意境的：
天高云谈，不尽北归雁。一丝长缨寄何处？越过清山绵绵。常忆扬柳依依，只叹两水迢迢。莫等秋菊流香，难料花落何方


我收到过这个~~~~
“天鹅一去鸟不归，怀念昔日空费心，云开月明双匕影，水流几处又相逢，明天日落人绮月，单身贵族尔相衬”猜六个字~~
答案是“我不能没有你”


如果我是骑马的你可以叫我马夫，如果我是划船的你可以叫我船夫，如果我是杀猪的你可以叫我屠夫，如果我是管帐的，那你叫我什么呢？：）


红花绿叶大苹果，两天不见想死我。你是前世一盏灯，照亮我的后半生。今夜星光灿烂，想去哪里浪漫？


偶又找到一个，猜字的：
爱情雨下永相伴（爱）
人海偶遇有尔时（你）
大雁南飞非人字（一）
方知原来应无点（万）
除夕过后是何天（年）

1. 我想在五十年之後 我一定还是像现在一样爱你

2.我不要短暂的温存,只要你一世的陪伴

3.只因你太美好 令我无法坦白说出我爱你

5.我希望睡前最後看到的是你...

7.不知道 爱你 算不算是一个贴心的理由?

10.和你在一起只是 我不想给任何人机会 ！！

11.我想未来我一定会天天陪你上市场..

3.曾经迷惘的心中 是你牵引我走出寂寞

14.我爱你的心是直到世界末日也不变

15.对你 不管阴晴圆缺 也不变

16.想想和我一同看日升日落的喜悦吧

17.我愿意用一千万年等待你初春暖阳般的绽颜一笑.

18.我的世界只有你懂

19.就把你深深藏在我心中

20.我知道 爱要自由才能快乐 我却宁愿留在你身边 陪你 陪你走过

21.不知什麽时後开始 我已学会依赖

22.只有你知我的情绪 也只有你能带给我情绪

23.如果这一生我们爱不够，来世必能长久....

24.因为知道不能没有你 所以我会更珍惜....

25.地球仍然转重 世间依旧善变 而我永远爱你

26.在每一个有你声相伴的夜 不再过於寂寥冷清

27.我想将对你的感情 化作暖暖的阳光 期待那洒落的光明能温暖你的心房

28.我想将对你的思念 寄予散落的星子 但愿那点点的星光能照进你的窗前 伴你好眠

29.我只是须要一个可以让我休息的港湾..

30.每天...很想你...

31.人总是会老的 希望到时 你仍在我身边

32.不论天涯海角 只要你需要我的时候 我就会"飞"回你的身边

33.你使得我的生活有情有爱,还有泪 .....

34.我不会写情书,只会写"心".....

35.如果你冷,我将你拥入怀中;如果你恨,我替你擦去泪痕.....

如果你爱我,我要向全世界广播;如果你离开我,我会默默地承受....

36..我的爱为你开启,像白色的闪电划破天际;我的爱为你奔驰,像红色的血液充满身体.

37.不管今世也来世也好....我所要的只有你.....

38.虽然不能满足你最大的物质生活...但我可以把我的心来满足你..

39.我爱你用我旧愁里的热情和孩童时代的忠诚...

40. 你的话已经锁在我的记忆里了那钥匙你就替我保管一辈子吧

41. 没有一种服装比起你的爱更合身没有一种装饰比起你的爱更迷人

42. 我想对你爱恋的极短诗篇升华为漫长的生活散文

43. 对你，我已经无条件投降了，你就签下爱情合约吧

44. 今生....如果..不能拥有你，我会............好恨自己

45. 喝了你酿的爱情的酒，如果没有续杯，情愿渴一辈子

46.我发誓....五十年後...我还是像现在一样爱你...

47.你的名字写满在我心里.....就让我永远爱你吧!!!!!

48.如果没有你的爱...活著的目标将难复再!

49.为你情愿不自由

50.今生今世永远爱你

51.我已准备好将权利减半、义务倍增了....

52.这一生我只牵你的手....因为今生有你早已足够.....

53.认识你才知道有一种心情叫做依恋,有一种感觉叫做爱.

54.原来等待也可以如此的美丽,因为爱你.

55.我不相信永远的爱,因为我只会一天比一天更爱你.

56.自从爱你以後.....才知爱的甜美.......

57.除了爱你...我想不出能使我继续活著的理由.....

58.我爱你..我爱你..我永远爱你....：P

59.我要变成风 温柔的将你包围 ..............

60.你是我今生的...新娘...

61.幸福!只存在你我相聚时刻...

62.在我心中任何时刻都只有''想你!爱你!"

63.时间的巨轮无法抹去我对你的思念纵使海枯石烂,你的身影永存於我心中..

64.不需言语，让我用行动告诉你，什麽叫爱......

65.看著你(你)的眼, 我看见了大海, 蓝天; 更看到了美丽的未来!!

66.你(你)是我生命中所能经历的,最最深切的感觉!!

67.只想牵你的手..看你的眼...光著脚丫子..在海边漫步...只有你..只因你..

68.我这一生只为了吻你........

69.现在每天醒来睁开眼见到的是墙上你那似阳光般的笑靥， 好想哪天醒来时，第一眼

所触及的是真正的你那似花般甜甜的睡容......

70.如果活著，是上帝赋予我最大的是命， 那麽活麽有你，将会是上帝赋予我使命中最

大的恩赐....

71.不要问我爱你有多深，我真的说不出来，只知道你已成为 我生活中的一种习惯，不

可或缺的习惯，每天每天， 可以不吃饭、不睡觉，却无法不想你......

72.不愿意醒来时，台灯投射在墙上只有我孤独的身影

73.好想从现在开始抱著你，紧紧的抱著你，一直走到上帝面前...

74.这辈子最疯狂的事，就是爱上了你，最大的希望，就是有你陪我疯一辈子.....

75.真的，输了你，赢了世界又如何？？？

76.如果爱上你也算是一种错，我深信这会是生命中最美丽的错，我情愿错一辈子.....

77.或许我没有太阳般狂热的爱，也没有流水般绵长的情，只知道不断的爱你爱你、无所不能的为你......

78.看著微笑的你,突然发现,我真是世界上最幸福的人.....

79.假如可以的话，我愿意花去生命中的每一分每一秒~~陪著你~~

80.你看到的, 就是最真的我!!一种永无止尽的感动!! 感动这世界有你\ 你与我这最美

的存在!!

81.好好照顾自己 我不想等到下辈子再来爱你

82.每次我感到失意时,都回忆起你的浅笑,你的鼓励,它们使我坚强的面对下去,谢谢你!

! 83.愿天上的每一个流星,都为你而闪耀天际...

84.在人群之中寻觅著你，就彷佛在海边掬起所有的沙粒， 急於发现你的踪迹，如果不

从愿，但愿还有来生。

85.在认识你之後...我才发现自己可以这样情愿的付出........

86.以为没有你...我可以坚强一个人.....终於知道我不行....

87.想你的心情实在没办法用一句话代替.... 88.总是想念著你,,虽然我们无法共同拥有

每分每秒,,

89.你就是我最困难时的那位永远支持我的人!

90.你可知我百年的孤寂只为你一人守候 千夜的恋歌只为你一人而唱

91.白昼与黑夜将无法阻挡我俩的深深思念!

92.我是那深深的大海,你是那自海的另一边升起的曙光,永远照亮我的人生.....

93.将你心再加上我的心,就算痛苦滋味也愿意尝..

94.直到遇见了你,,我才感受到自己的存在,, 一直舍不得离开你,虽然你说的如此坚决.

...........

95..每天我的动力就是见到你,并和你说说话....

96.思念就像河流般,滔滔不绝地流向大海,流向我的心房..

97.喜欢你的笑容,喜欢静静的看著你,我的忧愁像云一般一下子就飞去了

98.如果能用一辈子换你停留在我视线中..我将毫不保留

99.谁说你作的菜难以下?我会每天回家吃晚饭!!!

100.天上有多少星光 世间有多少女孩.............. 但 天上只有一个月亮 世间只有
一个你...............

Camping in School - photos

They haven't think of using something better than plastic to cook on the stove.

Frying a whole egg is to fry the eggs including the shell of the egg.

This is what they build.

Sandyman of the camp.

They choose not to eat brinjal and i choose to force them eat.

This is the best slogan we've got. The best I've heard since i ever joined a camp.


Friends who want the other photos of the camp can get it from me.
Thanks a lot.