泪水和纸巾

每一滴泪水，都含着无数的忧伤，气馁和失望。当泪水滴在腿上，朋友就为你递来一张纸巾。小小片的雪白纸巾，带着不尽的关心，呵护和疼爱。一滴泪水，一张纸巾，成了很强烈的对比。如果没有眼泪，那也没有人会递纸巾给你。没有面对忧伤，气馁和失望，你怎么会看到关心，呵护和疼爱？

生命中出现很多的“泪水”。这些泪水让我们认清“纸巾”的存在。

只要想得开，每一滴泪水都会值得，因为你发现身边原来还是这么温暖...

rumours can kill

一人传虚，百人传实。传言，绯闻的确害惨了不少人，包括明星，政治人物，无名小卒等。

听到传言的第一件事应该做什么？那还用说吗？当然是把它再传，再传！发挥“媒体”的力量！最后全世界都把受害者看成千古罪人，猪狗不如，一文不值，遗臭万年。
正所谓，无风不起浪，那就分享分享一个小故事。

老夫子和一个马小姐很要好，虽然他们很好，但在大家面前却保持距离，就是为了照顾好他这个朋友的清白。但是老夫子聪明反被聪明误。有一天，马小姐的好朋友劝告马小姐要和老夫子保持距离，毕竟男女授受不亲，而且和老夫子在一起没有好下场。老夫子很无奈，因为由始至终他和马小姐什么事都没发生，只是好朋友。虽然什么事都没发生，但是老夫子就这样被人挂了一个大牌子，成了千古罪人。

这则故事就证明了RUMOURS对人的杀伤力有多强。老夫子能怎样？他只能无奈，因为他越解释，别人就会认为他在掩饰一些事情。

生活就是这样，有时就是很无奈，但却能怎样？

Sarikei Capsule

I'm born in Sarikei, Pineapple Town. Every inch of land in Sarikei means a lot to me, especially when I'm far apart from my own town. Every now and then, I'll read through Sarikei Capsule. This blog writes all about Sarikei and the history.

http://sarikei-time-capsule.blogspot.com/

29 October 2009 - My Diary

Waking up in the morning, get prepared and go to school. Gave a pack of choc milk to a friend. Then I have breakfast in canteen- tea and tomyam noodle. I spend some time reading newspaper, then went into classes as usual. Noon time, I packed my lunch in a coffee shop, then company a friend back home.

Back home, I killed some terrorist. It's just some normal outdated games as I don't really play games like other youngster did. After getting bored, I did some chit chatting on yahoo messenger then get a nap till evening. Made some chrysanthemum tea and put into the fridge before the nap.

My friends came over to pick me up for dinner. We had some laughter during the meal. After dinner, we went to Challenger Sports Centre. My friends came to shoot basketball and I watch tv right at the same spot. After that, we went back to the same place we had our dinner. We had some drinks and start chit-chatting and backbiting. Laughs till 11 something and we went back home.

Had a cup of chilled chrysanthemum tea and write some stupid-boring-blind headed blog.

then ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.



This is the most normal day that I like because I get to do all the normal-boring things which I usually can only do during holidays.

Interesting local proverb

阿婆跑得快，一定有古怪

I am also a human

I am a human, my body is made of flesh and blood. I felt the same pain as you do, my receptor work similarly as yours. I am the same homosapien like you with feelings. Every pain your heart feels, I also suffer the same. I seems cool, I seems calm... but who can look through feelings? Even clowns who smile had his own sorrows.

Today, I'm that clown...

Today I'm moody

I'm moody today. I didn't show it on my face. I went to school in the afternoon. I know I'll smile after I watch the little kids running about in the field. Breezing wind blown on me makes me feel better. I manage it well this time, extremely well. Bet all those bad experience in the past taught me well.

I go out with some friends for dinner. I know I cannot stay at home because it'll makes me more moody. I can't share my problems, it was just too private to share with anyone else. But still, I manage myself well.

During dinner, I took a cigarette from a friend and start puffing it. I did not manage myself well this time. I don't have smoking habits. I finish the whole stick in less than 5 minutes. I feel nothing different after puffing it.

It was midnight after I came back home. I can't sleep. It's normal when I face problems. I feel sad and regret yet happy and grateful. I might be insane, but only one person understand me now. She might understand my feeling more than I understand myself.

For those who don't understand what I wrote today, never mind. I only need her to understand, then it's more than enough.

Tonight, I had all my feelings screwed up.

割爱可以是痛苦，也可以是快乐

亲爱的，

我重来都没责怪你，我的心胸也没有这样狭窄。你选择了，我也会支持你。我自己的感觉不太重要，重要的是要你能开心。我疼爱你也只是要你快乐。只要你快乐，我为你做什么都值得。这些日子我很开心，因为你带了很多的欢笑给我。以后，你需要我出现在你身边，我一定会出现；我的肩膀随时让你靠；我可以继续做你的精神支柱。

你快乐过每一天，我就快乐了。
你快乐过每一天，我就快乐了。
你快乐过每一天，我就快乐了。

因为，我完完全全只希望你能快乐。

爱你的人

GeMeiLia - SJK(C) Chung San

I came across this article when I'm in class. SJK(C) Chung San appeared in a children magazine named Ge Mei Lia. This school is the school I gone through my second practicum.

Love is Blind 爱情是盲目的

Love...

No age restriction,
No status border,
No height difference.

Love...

Can happen in first sight,
Can be nurtured,
Can start without reasons.

Love...

It happens to be a miracle.
Like what happens in my life.
When you loves people around,
loves will flow and nourish your life.

World without love is a land without water.
So, open your hands and spread loves to this world.

Satisfaction is so simple

Satisfaction is actually very easy. Just strike out "greed" and you'll get your life full of joy and satisfaction.

A mother pick up her children from my house and gave a a few pieces of kuih. I feel satisfied. It's so simple. I don't need RM25 for an hour or RM450 per month for all those extra works. Some may call me stupid but I do appreciate my "stupidity".

My "stupidity" had kept me satisfied and happy for these while. I can't bring wealth to heaven nor hell. I'm glad that I don't take bribe like some other people did; I'm happy I didn't steal or snatch other people's properties; I'm with joy when other people is happy which I normally don't show it on my facial expression.

For those who is unhappy, try to walk in a charity organisation and do something "stupid". You might find something you had been searching all these while.

I believe money is not everything and money can't buy everything.

Kekentalan Seorang Tentera

Zamri (tengah) cedera dalam perbarisan sempena Istiadat Pertukaran Panji-Panji Rejimen Batalion Keenam RAMD, di Stadium Darulaman. Lans Koperal Zamri Md Sood, 29, cedera selepas lengan kirinya tertusuk benet senjata M-16 rakannya ketika melakukan rusuk senjata. Dengan darah merah berlumuran, beliau meneruskan perbarisan sehingga istiadat itu tamat.

我的假期活动

开斋节，一个星期假期。

我的假期用四个字形容得最贴切：

吃 喝 拉 撒

Sarawak - It's more than a paradise (MV)

Bukit Tinggi